About me: New Old Notes Design Host Recently: Brittany - 2005-11-03 00:39:00 |
Long Entry Other than that not much else going on. I do miss andrew. The person I am staying with is nice. He is mainly sad because he wants someone to love. I told him he first must love himself. Also I do not think he is ready for a relationship. He is 18 working full time and trying to go to school to be an architect but doesn't have the dedication to his studies to be an architect. He spends most of his time online looking for someone but i know he is looking in all the wrong places. I know my websites and i know which websites will get you. He and I have become really good friends over the past couple of days. I think it is time I showed him who I really am deep down. Not so far deep that the other self comes out... *shivers at the the thought* Brittany is going to be really busy the next couple of weeks with some exams coming up for her classes. I can not wait till all this is said and done then I can finally sit back and have my brittany back. Kurtis is starting major rumors and is openly moving to try to break andrew and me up. I have alerted andrew of this and he said he has not heard the rumors but really wouldn't care anyways. I think he is trying to hard to hide behind a macho emotional wall. I can feel the emotionsh he has deep down. He is sad and thinks the rumors true but doesn't know what to do. On the flip side he is a leo and really couldn't care less. I think everyone is looking for someone to love and I at least have that much. It is not someone I care for on a sexual level but I do love them they are as followed. Derek for his devotion to friends I am not really sure where I am going with this entry but I am going somewhere, and lets face it, this is a really long entry. My cuz'n Raquel is doing good. She text me the other day I was suprised because I haven't heard from her in so long. He is not talking to Bud because he is an ass right now. I could've told her that one... *sigh* I miss the good old days of having fun but that time is now fast coming to a close. It is time to put my life in order and take off. Maye I still will have fun, for sure always make friends, and every now and then find an adventure. This most be a turning point entry. I have a couple of them... Tim PS: Free at last, free at last, thank god almighty, i'm free at last. |
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