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Questions on what to do with Chris I know some of the things bothering him and me. He has come to respect me so much in so little time. Yet, Why do I get this feeling I have cause a serious violation? There is something deep within chris caliing to me. To access it thought I first must defeat this wall which stands in my way.So the question I now bring to myself is; Am I ready to directly interfere with one's own choices. True his inner self stands imprisoned, yet i ask myself; will i make the same mistake I did so many years ago? That mistake which sent me to war with myself. I do not yet have the answers to most of these questions. Maybe it is time I stop living in fear and answer my own calling. Maybe it is time I re-evulate some of the things which I believe. I will pray and hope for the best. It is time that my other self to come forward. It is now time to accept that which I have kept locked up. Yet what to do with chris... |
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